I’m going on a ride for hours today.
I don’t care where I end up I just need to go.
I’m going to Tennessee again this summer.
I need it.
I just want to leave everything for a while and pretend that when I come back it’ll all be better.
I’ve realized lately that not everything can be fixed, especially friendships/relationships. Sometimes, as much as I may not want to, I have to give up.
You don’t get me back after all of that.
Thats just it, is it really this hard for you to understand?
I’m having such an internal conflict that it’s draining me more than I could imagine.
I can’t keep fighting with myself.
It was getting hard to keep all the things I didn’t know inside me.
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| — | Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (via lovedyoubeautifully) |
Pain and suffering are always inevitable for a large intelligence and a deep heart. The really great men must, I think, have great sadness on earth.
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| — | Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Crime and Punishment (via youare-lovelytonight) |



